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[11 Mar 2008|09:08am] |
"Obviously, working out is important. Well, I don't. I have joined a gym, but I can't bring myself to start. What do you wear on the running machine? I can't bring myself to wear flat shoes."
- Victoria Beckham
That is probably the most amazing thing anyone has ever said, which shows to prove I am not insane. Everytime I go to the gym, however seldom that may be, I always do my hair and apply my makeup the same way I would if I was going to the prom, or on an important date. Everyone makes fun of me for it, until I tell him this, I can't afford to look ugly, and unkept for not even one moment, what if I'm at the gym and it burns down, or robbed, or I get held hostage? Then I'll be on the news looking absolutely disguisting and I can tell everyone "Oh shit, I'm on the news go look" um no that would be the worst thing that could possibly happen to me. That is why it's important to look as perfect as possible twenty-four/seven.
So last night, Kevin took me to IHOP which normally I would hate but they have that new menu inspired by Horton Hears a Hoo and my pancakes had bright pink and blue syrup on it, candy sprinkles and a lollypop on top, I didn't really eat it because it was full of sugar, and it was too pretty to eat. My sprite also had red and blue jelly cubes in it that you drank through the straw. So basically it was like really adorable bubble tea.
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[25 Feb 2008|08:53am] |
Sherleyne visited... we saw the Spice Girls.
So amazing, you don't even know...
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[24 Jan 2008|09:12am] |
I am on the search for the perfect leather jacket and I am going to put "electric" purple or teal under my hair, well more like Sherleyne will next time I am in town.
I really like Kimya Dawson, I am so ashamed.
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[23 Jan 2008|06:45pm] |
I hate hospitals but most importantly I hate medicine! No more chai teas w five shots of chia for me, and no more monsters... major bummies since they are my favourite things ever. Everything caffeine free from now on, tonight I made an excellent dinner and Daniel has been very helpful in the pamper Shaka department. I hate having to lay down every five minutes and I hate getting hot, dizzy, and out of breath from something as simple as sweeping the kitchen floor. Tonight my resting heart rate was 97 which is awesome compared to the 130 it was at yesterday... at least my sister will be here in three days I can't wait to hangout in DC all day and just have total sister time.
Also, I need to go to VB asap and hit up the Heritage store and A.R.E center I have some business I need to attend to asap.
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[22 Jan 2008|07:40pm] |
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So basically, I had chest pains this morning, Daniel got off work and took me to the ER and I was there for like five hours, got an ekg, they xrayed my heart, took some blood and I peed in a cup. They iv'd some sedatives in me to calm me down to slow my heart rate since it was dangerously high... I became calm, but the heart rate did not slow. All of my tests came back good, they gave me medication to slow my heart rate and they gave me a painkiller, I have to return on Monday for a follow up. No clue as to why my heartbeat is so fast, it's always been super fast I've just never thought anything of it, so who knows but it sucks. I hurt.
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[16 Jan 2008|04:16pm] |
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Well, everyone knows I get super overly excited about things that are going to happen like 6 months from now... I don't know I just get really excited when I have something awesome planned out and I love having things to look forward to! So anyway I have my birthday semi planned, nothing out of the ordinary we are going out for sushi BUT I will be drinking sake and lemon drop martini's ahhhhhhhhhh!
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[15 Jan 2008|06:01pm] |
I can't stop exfoliating, its my favourite thing to do I spend as long as possible in the shower getting smooth and oily until it hurts. I love the look and feel of being polished, polished and tan it's pure perfection.
honestly, the best body cleansing product I have ever used!
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[14 Jan 2008|08:34am] |
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Drama as usual, Saturday night was amazing I had so much fun... the drive home Sunday evening was shit, it rained too much and it was too late. I am on a massive attack binge and I haven't slept... too much to do.
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[03 Jan 2008|10:22am] |
I am returning my new wedding ring. While the new one may have been a hundred times more aesthetically appealing than my previous ring, the new one holds no sentimental value, there is no sappy story behind it and it really means nothing to me. My previous ring has character, and it actually means so much to me, and I don't see a point if I could be several hundred dollars richer, and spend that money on groceries, bills, and other things I actually need... why keep it?
I absolutely cannot wait until tomorrow! My washer and dryer will finally arrive, and I am so excited. No longer will we be forced to go to the disgusting laundry matt! Also, my kitchen table arrives tomorrow too!
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[31 Dec 2007|08:45pm] |
Tonight I was at the grocery store, and elderly man in a wheel chair was pushing his cart and knocked over a huge box of candy and candy went everywhere. The store was packed, and everyone fucking stopped and stared while he tried to pick it up from his wheel chair. No one tried to help, what the fuck is this world coming to I hate every inch of it. I picked up all of the candy from the floor, while others still stared and eventually looked embarassed for gawking and not helping. Pure disguist... Earlier today, I went to Grace's for a playdate, I like Grace, and Cohen loves Kinsley so I'm glad I have someone to make my days go by a little quicker now.
I hate New Years Eve, I've never had a good one, the only "decent" one was last years, I don't know why I thought this year would be any different, it never is. At least I have my champagne and Princess Kitty.
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[27 Dec 2007|09:06am] |
A couple pictures
please ignore the drool
Also, I should have resized these, I ruined your friends page ;)
( Read more )
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[25 Dec 2007|10:09pm] |
Hmmm Christmas was good actually. My day was busy, visiting Nick Nasty's, the in-laws, and my parents and lots of good food in-between. Cohen was so stoked on all of his present opening and all of the attention he got today. I ate way too much, I feel like I am dying and I have a serious permanent stomach ache and I had too much vodka slush and Daniel kept calling me Britney Spears even though this is basically the first time I drank since our honeymoon. Guitar Hero is not my friend, I am so horrible at it and am completely discouraged! Too much excitement and travels tomorrow I just want to sleep!
So check this out, for Christmas, in addition to the presents and Daniel and I got each other we were supposed to get each other cards and write lovey things in them... Daniel got his card last weekend from a CVS in Arlington, and I got mine last night at the Walgreens in Great Bridge... this morning when we exchanged them we realized we both bought each other the exact same card! Really, what are the chances, total soul mates right.
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[20 Dec 2007|03:34pm] |
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The vitamins aren't helping! I am still sickly! I am still tummy achey and nauseous all of the time, it is my permanent status. I wonder when Across The Universe DVD comes out, because I need to own it and I really need to own Factory Girl. Saturday we are heading back to the 757, and Sunday I am going to see Sweeney Todd with Sherleyne I am so excited, it's been my favourite play since I was just a little girl. I love being a hermit, it's the happiest stage in my life, who would have thought.
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[17 Dec 2007|08:15am] |
I am so excited about Christmas I can't wait to see Cohen open and play with all of his presents. I am going to miss Princess Kitty for a few days though, boo. I spent copious amounts of money this month, back in the pits now but it was so worth it and Dan loves his new car so it's all that matters. I bought something called Viactiv, it's a chewable multi vitamin for women, it's like a little chocolate and that sucks because I hate chocolate but like, since me and pills are arch enemies hopefully now I won't be so sickly all the time.
It's 8 am and all I can think of is
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[13 Dec 2007|10:38pm] |
So basically Christmas is going to rule and especially because I got like all of my presents early. Baby love got the following:
-A nintendo ds lite (Zelda edition it's gold, so cute) that comes with the Phantom Hourglass and I am going to order a bunch of insane cell phone charms to hang from it and I got that shit covered in rhinetstons on the top its tight.
-Super Princess Peach, Animal Crossing, and Cooking Mama.
-The complete series of The OC
-So much shit from Sephora, (a bunch of Benefit makeup, and Philosophy body products, Dior mascara)
-Bath and Body works stuff
-Healthy Sexy Hair (Pumpkin) line
All I have left to do basically is get my GHD flat iron holiday set and then there are these two nintendo ds games I want to buy I forgot what they are called but one is Phoenix Wright or something, you play a lawyer and the game where you do surgeries and I need to go to MAC and see which color foundation looks best on me because I have a skintone thats in the middle of all the shades it's so frustrating I usually have to mix them myself.
Oh yes and I am also going to see the Spice Girls Feb 21st in DC with Sherleyne. I am so excited.
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[10 Dec 2007|03:16pm] |
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Basically, everything is great. I seem to only write in here when things are going really bad but it's only because I seem to write better when shit is down. Anyway yes I love everything, my apartment, my bebes, just love all around totally awesome and I love Gossip Girl but it's still no OC.
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[21 Oct 2007|08:59am] |
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Sometimes, I think it is assumed that I fall for things too easily, but to tell you the truth I never fall at all. The more I see the more I know the more I like to let it go. These days it seems all I do is daydream... daydream or make lists, or daydream about making lists. It is hard to say how I am feeling really because my mood changes from moment to moment and I know I am supposed to cherish the present and not think about the future but all I can do is count down the days so lately I spend my time thinking about the future which is really not so bad considering it is really very exciting. I count down the days until we are free and daydream about what life will be like and make lists of goals... more lists.
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[18 Oct 2007|08:49am] |
It is all politics, which is necessary to get anywhere in life. Lately, I think I have my lost my ability or more like I have stopped caring about playing politics because every enemy I have made I have made by choice. Being so in love with something so much, that you hate it, that you want to destroy it, that the very thought of it is enough to make you want to literally reach into your chest and rip out your heart, only to realize there's an empty hole. I hate this, I never asked for any of this... too much chaos too much contradiction. What I want, is to go back to the way things were, granted that I will probably loathe every minute of it, it is all I know, my identity. Human minds and hearts work against each other in a way that the reality and obvious are no longer apparent.
"People don’t want their lives fixed. Nobody wants their problems solved. Their dramas. Their distractions. Their stories resolved. Their messes cleaned up. Because what would they have left? Just the big scary unknown.”
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[17 Oct 2007|01:36am] |
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I'm starting to think, that besides Daniel I don't like guys at all.
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[13 Oct 2007|11:01pm] |
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I don't mean half of the shit I say. I mean, I don't intend to follow through I just like to pass the time, you know? I guess you could say I lead people on, but I'll never lie to you and it's not because I'm such a good person it's because I am the worst liar you will ever meet and I've given up on it years ago. Only one week and five days until we are us and this is the world record of mixed feelings but I'm really excited.
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